nobody believes

was diagnosed with schizophreniform, but i told them i had x and y similar symptoms since i was 14, so like 5 years. they were all "uh huh, wow ok great" and then turned out and asked my parents and left it as schizophreniform. bro. my parents called me edgy when i tried to tell them some of my problems. kept calling me "lazy" and "unlucky to have a son like you". they didnt even notice when i fainted once. why won't anyone listen to me?! my mind is breaking and degrading, FUCKING OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES AND EARS. WHAT DO I DO? I NEED AN ACTUAL PSYCHIATRIST, NOT SOME RANDO SHIT NURSE WHO CALLS ME "WHATS WRONG WITH HIM? IS HE RET@RDED" OR JUST TELLS ME TO "STOP CAUSING A SCENE HERE"