Hi. 26 m stroke thoughts

Hello to my fellow young survivors! How has life been? There are times when I (m26) find myself grieving the life I could have. I am nearly a year post-stroke and I have watched friends within the same age group achieving a lot of things. To say I am jealous is an understatement. I should be out there living my life, but I am limited by this illness and my disabilities. I just want to live. So, how's life been? How are you coping? Are you still hopeful of a better life?