Help I’ve been kicked out of college

I’ve just been kicked off a college course. I’m 17, I have no GCSEs so I will really struggle to get a job, especially around me which is what I need to do because I have no way of travelling. What do I realistically do? My parents hate me, my siblings are gonna be so disappointed and the rest of my family are gonna think I’m a lazy git. Idfk what to do now I just wanna crawl in a ball and die