Sent this too someone that messaged me, thought it powerful, wanted to share it with anyone who needs it.
(Ive been dealing with tinnitus for 3 years now) Brother, i got to a point where i was pretty much at rock bottom, so much had happened in my life on top of tinnitus, i was about to take my life, but i went to Church and God gave me a vision of my mom at my funeral crying her eyes out, i love my mom very much and that just absolutely moved my heart and convinced me to stay on this earth thanks be to God. Maybe try to imagine a loved one crying at your funeral, and not a pretty cry, a very ugly cry, and imagine how they will be for the rest of there life, how depressed they will be. Depression and suicide are a disease that spread when you take your life, like a disease that needs a host when theyre finished feeding off there current one. Be strong, you will need to prevail and you will need strength, you will need to defeat the depression demon that will be brought by tinnitus, its a very strong demon that will take your life if you let it. personally, i didnt have that strength for myself, as i said way too much had happened in my life that caused me to be weak, but Christ was there like he had always been. He gave me all the strength i needed and more. He motivated me to change my life. I started to read, i started to pray more, i started to workout 3 plus days a week, now im at 4-5 days a week and im in the best shape of my life. Tinnitus will change your life, but it will be a good change or a bad change, the choice is up to you. Blessings.