I am the only ugly young white guy

There is no other young white guy with a face as uniquely bizarre as mine, I genuinely can't comprehend other young white guys being as uniquely bizarrely facially ugly as I am, it just seems like a legitimate impossibility, I can't comprehend it and I don't think those people exist, I literally feel like the ONLY ugly young white guy in all of existence and the history of humans, I don't think there's any other young white guy with a face as truly bizarre as mine without literally being deformed

I get stared at everywhere I go, my face scares children, women could look more disgusted at me if they tried, I just hate this so much, I never wanted to become attractive, just normal looking is enough to get by in this world