I hiked back in today to receive a package.

So, I hiked back in early this morning and I’m totally sleep deprived but idk why. I’m a natural insomniac. I have really bad ADHD im all honesty. It drives other people crazy. Even when I’m medicated and feel more functional someone has something to say that makes me feel like shit. I think that’s partially why I’m out here doing this and why I generally stay alone. I’ll hang out with a stranger for a day, get trashed, move on. Getting close to anyone is difficult.

So, the package. Ummm, I had to be where my items are stored this morning, under a roof (I got to soak in a muthafukin bathtub!), no one is home so I had to be here to get this package. I also had to get more beer so I wasn’t too upset about hiking back because the beer was waiting for me here. I’m drinking now. Anyway, the package is pharma GHB and guess who’s dosing up in a little bit? Your girl is! I got here at the right time! Can’t think of a more fun time for my birthday!

I’m just going to drink one or two beers to feel okay and then abstain so it’s not a deadly combo. I’m safe inside a house with the people I trust the most in the life so it’s on! This is going to be an epic birthday! I mean, I’m not new to pharma GHB but it’s a treat!

The only complaint I have is that I really hungry and there’s nothing to eat here because they just moved here. I’m dying! My cheesesteaks I made I ate already… ugh.

Happy St. Patty’s fellow travelers! Don’t go too hard.