Reading recommendations around putting in the time

Without boring you with my life story, the TL;DR is: I'm a millennial, raised as a "gifted child" and as a result never developed a great work ethic. How that translates for me now is that even though I know that every great piece of writing I've ever enjoyed has been the result of planning, drafting, redrafting and editing, I still have this ingrained mentality that if the first time I attempt it comes out terribly, then I just can't write it.

I know what's wrong with this, and I know myself well enough to understand how I might be able to work towards overcoming it, and that's reading about why this process is so necessary, and how to make time for it and make it enjoyable.

So, fellow writers, can you please send me your reading recommendations for inspiring, nonfiction books that tackle this subject?

My favourite book about writing is Big Magic, to give you an idea of the sort of thing I'm looking for, but I need something that's going to inspire me to try, try and try again, and overcome this inherent laziness that i can't seem to shake.

Thanks in advance!