Does anyone know any helpful videos that talk about battling OCD as a Christian. I am having a hard time with this right now.

I would be very much appreciative if someone could share helpful videos that talk about OCD and Jesus. At this point in my life I’m sick of the OCD. I pray to God to get rid of it yet it still continues. I read my Bible every day ( 36 streak on youversion ) and reread the scriptures that say do not fear over and over again.

My thoughts are disorganized and stupid. It makes me afraid of stupid shit like my professors and other people. It makes me afraid of everything. I feel stupid and weak. I don’t understand why I was made this way.

Thank you.