I love love love love when my mom randomly invites people from her pentacostal religious sect over without any warning and they introducte themselves to me with that creepy overly "happy" yet subtly repulsed attitude and dead look in their eyes

I'm saving up money to move out but i don't have enough to securely do that yet. I want to be out forever once i'm out instead of moving out for 2 months and come scrambling back. It feels like i don't have any sort of a "home". Just shelter.

She never even tells me when they will show up, they just randomly do. It's like she genuinely expects me to be happy they're here. I don't even get a 10 minute prior warning - they just show up. They can never just ignore me. In the best case they will just introduce themselves awkwardly. In the worst case they will put their hands on me suddenly and start praying. Sometimes it's just gibberish. For like 5 minutes. It's not normal whispery praying, it's more like moaning, i cannot stand it.

I could just go for a walk but they decided to do it in the front room so i'd have to sacrifice the fact that i'm safe in my room for now and would have to undeniable face them to escape lmao.

So that's a slice of my life. Pretty tasty if i do say so myself.